I must love the questions
themselves
as Rilke said
like locked rooms
full of treasure
to which my blind
and groping key
does not yet fit.
and await the answers
as unsealed
letters
mailed with dubious intent
and written in a very foreign
tongue.
and in the hourly making
of myself
no thought of Time
to force, to squeeze
the space
I grow into.
A friend of mine brought this poem to my attention when I was having a lot of questions about death, and the afterlife, and you know, all those big-world burning questions that we quickly, quietly tuck away when their noise becomes too big. I remember opening the email, months after she promised me this vague poetic memory, and being stunned by its brief, perfect words that communicate both the questions and the answers simultaneously. I find comfort in knowing that all of us, if we ever choose to engage with our more spiritual, vulnerable sides, arrive at the same questions, have the same anxieties, the same yearnings.
Bless all the poets, bringing us some of that sweet, sweet elusive peace.